I always feel anxious these days. Whether I did the right thing, whether did I made false decision. All those things keep spinning around in my head, leaving me in nothing but a foggy place. He always know the right time to come. Call it coincidence, but I don't even mind with those 'coincidence'. Those coincidence remind me of who I am, or at least who I used to be. I found myself feels at home, safe and warm with him. He's never my anything, let alone my everything. He's just being himself, unconsciously being my safe ground.