Safe Ground

I always feel anxious these days. Whether I did the right thing, whether did I made false decision. All those things keep spinning around in my head, leaving me in nothing but a foggy place. He always know the right time to come. Call it coincidence, but I don't even mind with those 'coincidence'. Those coincidence remind me of who I am, or at least who I used to be. I found myself feels at home, safe and warm with him. He's never my anything, let alone my everything. He's just being himself, unconsciously being my safe ground.

A Reminder For You

Being irrational makes my blood simmer a little, leading me to make unthoughtful decisions and reckless behavior. The bad thing is, you're the reason behind all of this. Finish what you start, please. I need to change to who I used to be.

Last weeks are always the hardest. You'll find people who you usually ignore are the best ones, while the one who always beside you is the lousy one. One thing I learned in my life is to never put your trust in one person and tell them everything, a strong tiger fights alone. In the end, you'll always be alone anyway.